2003-01-15 || 1:04 p.m.

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i feel an awful need to hibernate. or just let somebody else figure it out. cords and cables and spare parts, hang-ups and sensitive issues and those malingering feelings: here. what is wrong. can you fix it.

i keep believing that if you just keep doing what you usually do, go through all the regular motions and ideas, it'll get better and the thick invisible layer (all silent and toxic but somehow dormant) will go away and voila. back on track without having lost a beat. because it passes. it dissolves in that cosmic mysterious way and you can just kind of look back and shrug your shoulders and feel all good and right and normal again.

hm.

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