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2003-03-13 || 1:03 p.m. || welcome to the hauntedheart annex! || "-last night i dreamt that i had been diagnosed with two rare (and incidently fake) illnesses ; zorom worms which the lady doctor told me travel from the stomach to the bladder (she even pulled out a full color diagram). the second disease was called muted cerebral flanges. and it was the terminal one. the doctor lady was very nice. she had red hair. she said she would not give up on me. so i sat in my hospital bed and thought about dying. wheather i would be the kind of person with faith, and try and fight the terminal case, defy odds. or be the "gather ye rosebuds" type and generally live it up. knowing that the end is near, really go hog wild. maybe that would excellerate the illnesses. maybe it would shock them into submission. but its wierd to think about death in your dreams. and so i woke up and walked to the supermarket and bought some bacon and eggs and came home and made breakfast for the house. i guess i made my choice. ps i am not dying love mb" guestbook || notes || archives || profile || photos || d-land |