2004-02-06 || 8:03 p.m.
|| i can't think very straight. my head feels funny i got the shakes. ||
very very tired. very very excited to take nap with rain outside + cuddle with cats + middlesex to read (or) listen to new record with kelly's borrowed califone perched on the sewing desk. (the cats are so frightened of the record player. it is on the carpet, like in that picture up there taken approximately 13 minutes ago, and meowmeow watched the revolutions for three seconds before she bit down on the record like it was a pizza) maybe wake up bright eyed and ready for serious night of visiting various friend djs in the city or sleep sleep sleep forever in effort of replenishing neglected internal systems. hem.
my fingernails have gotten long and lady-like.
i've had the best two past evenings, oh.
(very boy crazy of late. in form of serious make-out dreams of almost forgotten crushes and developing wicked crushes on heavenly boys (o pointed out all emails sent his way lately outline said crushes/crush dream encounters to which i reply: is it so bad, o?). i am obsessed. don't tell. i attribute sudden crusherly brain activity to hormones. ovulation maybe. i only bring up the ovaries because i was talking to my sister today and she is having ovary woes. i am here in the northern portion of the state with my various lady parts cunningly pushing me toward quickly getting fertilized (left ovary to brain: 'the boy with the birthmark is so effing hott! look at the way that piece of his hair falls in his face when he looks down! go hump!') while she is in the southern region with her lady parts putting up a serious fight. what does it mean to be 25 with the magical parts displaying symptoms of the change? that her dream of becoming blanche deveraux has taken a wicked turn to meet up with her at the tender age of 27? is it weird to think there is a link between our sisterly lady parts? we are made of all the same pieces of information; it's just that the words are all mixed up. hm.)
oh.
i have a photoblog (oy). it is linked right there where it says 'window' (cannot think of cleverer name at the moment. i need to lie down.). i will try to add new pictures somewhat regularly. goodnight i love you. xoxo
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