2004-11-26 || 8:59 p.m. || friday night || and also: i don't think i'll be going anywhere tonight. i would very much like to but i don't have a car here and don't know how to drive stick shift and don't know where i would drive if i could. if i could: laguna canyon with the full moon, pacific coast highway where there are people and sound. i would like a whisky. i would like to go to sam's, but back when sam was with his mum and brothers in the enchanted cottage in san clemente. i would like to sit somewhere other than in this house that is so very small, have i told you that? the walls are like playing cards and i can hear my dad and sister shifting in their sits in the living room. watching television. waiting for an acceptable time to go to sleep. guestbook || notes || archives || profile || photos || d-land |