2005-12-27 || 1:42 a.m.

|| december 26th gives me horrible indigestion. ||

i keep telling myself to save this entry for tomorrow after it's all over and i can rightly cry about it, but i am very excited and fascinated and curious what it must feel like: m + c are getting married tomorrow. at the courthouse downtown. michael and i are to be the witnesses. i imagine standing in our silly clothes and crouching a little to get a good angle for pictures, and what must it feel like to be them at this moment? just minutes ago at the bar i grilled them on their emotional states, but got nothing satisfying. this is the night before their wedding. i took pictures of them in their child pre-wedding state. i will make a scientific comparison of before and after once it becomes available.

but what does it feel like?

we are back in portland. our bountiful christmas booty is strewn across the rug in the living room: two down blankets, a DVD player, underwear, socks, shampoo, notecards, paintbrushes, chocolate, mixing bowls, a ship's compass (from his old boat!) given to michael by my father, a rather significant gift, you know. which way are you pointing? in what direction are you headed?

it's raining here. twelve hours ago michael and i were walking barefoot in sand, getting sunburnt, giving the shaka to san diego passersby. really. i pulled out the shaka a couple times.

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