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2002-01-09 || 1:37 p.m. || why do the lady parts have to hurt so much? || tucking self into corners, into coat pockets, into bottomless cups of coffee. trying to shake the funny brain fuzziness i imagine as the color of cotton candy (active ingredients: acetaminophen 500mg., pamabrom 25 mg., pyrilamine maleate 15 mg.). hunched shoulders and hunched back and hiding inside my coat situated around my ears and neck. it feels like my top half is severed from my bottom half save for a few stubborn nerve ending and safety pins. i can feel the hurt but it is cut off at some point, disconnected, redirected. guestbook || notes || archives || profile || photos || d-land |