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2002-04-08 || 10:20 p.m. || pea green tile octagons and that pink. || there are a lot of things to be afraid of, but you're not supposed to think of those things. lurky things. like stains. on the grout of the bathroom floor is this funny pink. and it's almost pretty. but it moves around a bit, it spreads, and you don't really think if it unless you're looking at it, there in the bathroom, all vulnerable and exposed. naked feet and pea green tile octagons and that pink. you sit on the edge of the tub to study it. cold tile and that pink. you paint your toe nails anyway, you undress and step away from it, you look at the pink from different angles. it is spidery and flowery and lace-like. it is tentacles and ghosty vines. it is cancer and car crashes and unreciprocated love. guestbook || notes || archives || profile || photos || d-land |