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2002-07-22 || 11:25 a.m. || my stomach is certainly aware of the fact. || i don't know how you're feeling about it but i am ready to jump clear out of my skin. my feet won't stay still and i am drinking tea and pepto by the cupfull. i am ready to call it all off just to get rid of this feeling - this hot under the collar nauseous jittery excitement. i don't know why it has to feel this way. like speech class in college when i was fairly certain the molecules of me would detonate or spontaneously combust or melt and absorb into my desk. i wouldn't mind that so much if it means not having to feel like this. (my palms are sweating. think i'm gonna barf.) guestbook || notes || archives || profile || photos || d-land |