2003-08-25 || 10:51 p.m.

|| ungh. ||

i am back. all sick and sorethroaty. with nicotine habits reawakened, with a crazy haircut i fear is too cool for my head (asymmetry. who knew?), with sleeping patterns nicely shifted to the window of 7 am to 2 pm eastern time, with funny sunburns and a taste for baklava and tequila gimlets, with the veins of subway routes imprinted on the insides of my arms, with a penchant for the hot nights, with a terrible sadness for having missed out on meeting several of the new yorkers i know only virtually (miss fevered that was me on the w and oh if you had said something i would have fallen down with excitement. !), with all kinds of new friends tucked into the front pocket of my heart, with bars left behind that made me feel like a regular, with that banged up chin that comes only from making out with a bearded fella, with intersections and neighborhoods and walking routes well memorized, with such heartache and languishing for i love that new york, oh.

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