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2003-09-19 || 4:31 p.m. || summer of 03. || the funny thing is you most likely won't even remember this part: your sister had to give her cats away and she couldn't talk about them without crying, and she never cries. you thought you were pregnant for three weeks and made jokes about it at first but changed your mind and got very superstitious. you noticed it's getting darker earlier and felt unsettled about it. you checked airfares to new york daily in hopes of getting something cheap and convenient and impervious to any sort of romantic mishap that might take place before the potential date of departure. you got very passionate for a few days about moving or going back to school or taking up the skills seriously, only to check a couple of application processes and get scared and go to bed early so as not to have to think about it. you searched high and low for a giant squid/sperm whale picture suitable for tattooing. you spent hours at a time at work covertly working on a story about an old woman killed by a bee sting. the only two pairs of shoes you wore for almost all of summer were a pair of black ballet shoe flats and weird sky blue tennis shoes. you got terribly attached to your sister again knowing most likely you'll have to separate soon. guestbook || notes || archives || profile || photos || d-land |