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2006-02-19 || 11:48 a.m. || february 19, 2006 || i tried to go to church this morning because i didn't know what else to do to make this day official. i kept waking up worrying the alarm would go off. i put on clothes i imagine my grandmother eugenia would approve of for sunday mass. i walked a few blocks to saint francis and found i messed up the mass times and was 52 minutes late. i didn't know what to do, so i went back home and got in the car. i drove around for a while trying to think of what it is you do to commemorate the one-year anniversary of a friend's death. if i were still in california i would get brian to hang out with me. maybe we could visit his gravestone and see how he's holding up spending the afterlife with his plot neighbor oliver fritters. i would hope we could meet up with all of joe's friends later to have another 40-spill in his memory. i drove to the grocery store. i bought cat litter for nadju and bagels and salmon and cream cheese and capers and tomatoes and onions for michael. i came home. i took out the trash. i don't know what to do today. guestbook || notes || archives || profile || photos || d-land |