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2000-11-14 || 15:02:06 || how || i am drinking tea and listening to the smiths and feeling lonely. i didn't take a shower this morning so i didn't get all the sleep off of me, i can smell it on me, it makes me feel heavy and drunken and hot underneath my turtleneck. i'm wearing the shirt i slept in under this sweater. i had dreams of leah last night, and her father, who is dead. who has only been dead for a week. he didn't know what was happening in my dream, was still happy and the dad i remember. i can't imagine suicide creeping into that brain. guestbook || notes || archives || profile || photos || d-land |