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2000-12-05 || 17:32:14 || 'defuse the bomb and scheming' || i felt like we were in a movie last night. arguing so that everyone in the restaurant could hear us, performing for them, throwing bread and forks and syllables emphasized for their dramatic effect. i told my mother: you have to think of it in a woody allen type way. that is why we are still friends. that is why we take delight in mock arguments in the supermarket, at parties, out to dinner with poor scott smiling sheepishly from the corner of the table. that is why for some reason this works out. that i was at near collapse sunday but tuesday am recovered. somewhat. at least on the outside. and i may need kansas in a bit, the ruby slippers, but right now it's all right with me if it's all right with you to call when my pilot light's gone out and i am afraid to light it myself. guestbook || notes || archives || profile || photos || d-land |