2001-07-30 || 5:24 p.m.

|| counting on one hand. no, two. ||

desperate: counting on fingers how many days it's been. what day we last kissed. what day i last stayed over. who i can spend time with at night. how many messages on the phone today. how many cigarettes i have consumed. which stop to get off the bus so that i can walk and walk and think and hopefully catch a glimpse of the dreamy redheaded boy i talked to by the squishie machine at the ampm weeks ago when i was still a girlfriend. counting on fingers how many days it has taken for me to turn back into predator/single lady.

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